“苏影,你的邀请函!”
苏影一进门,林云阁帅气地靠在鞋柜旁,将邀请函递上来,好看的唇线微微地勾起,眸光温柔,看得苏影满腹不自在。
接过邀请函,苏影将手提包搁在鞋柜上,然后一副漫不经心地拆开来看。
上面是白意的名字,是白意寄给她的邀请函,告诉她准时出席。
白意是苏迟的经纪人,也是此生携手的伴侣,如果当年没有离开,苏迟娶的人是她而不是白意!
“那天我刚巧有空,陪你回去。”林云阁是个善解人意的男人,也是一个很体恤下属的好上司,现在的苏影正在林云阁的娱乐公司上班,林云阁可以帮她进娱乐圈,但苏影婉拒了他的好意,只想在他娱乐公司谋一份温饱的工作。
“那天是微漾的庆功会,你不出席,她会伤心的。”微漾是林云阁的女朋友,也是苏影唯一能倾心的朋友,她不想因为自己的私事而让林云阁对微漾放鸽子。
离开B城五年,她是该借着这个机会回去面对一切了。
那年,一声不响地离开B城,让苏迟一人面对亲朋好友的难堪,现在想起,苏影都自责不已,所以她坚定地对林云阁说:“那天,我自己回去!”
“有什么事,记得打电话,我跟微漾等着你回来!”
苏影重重一点头,拎着手提包走往自己的房间,林云阁望着那道消失在门口的身影,眯着眸子,陷入了思绪。
这样连合起来算计苏影,不知道是对是错,但不走这一步棋子,苏影就不会找到属于自己的幸福,也不会去面对那个男人……
回到房间,苏影顺势把自己抛在柔软的床上,握着的邀请函应声从手心脱落,望着苏迟三个字,苏影想起那个相差一个字的名字。
付博森三个字好像刻印在心口几个世纪那般久,久到一想起就会抽搐的疼,现在心口正隐约地疼着,疼得几乎落下泪来。
“付博森,你告诉我,你有那么一点点爱过我么?”
“没有!”铿锵有力的回应,痛了苏影的心,痛得她几乎没了呼吸,现在回想起,呼吸起来都觉得难受,都觉得窒息!
闭着眸子,泪好像断了弦的筝线,串串滑落,逃了那么多年,她的心还没因为时间而痊愈,反而,日溢地扩大。
窗边的纱帘被晚风拂起,也把悬在苏影眼角的晶莹泪滴拂落下来……
北京的清晨带着寒冷,折射进来的冬阳也温暖不了苏影的心,一夜浸在泪雾里的苏影,顶着红肿的双眼从床上爬起来,进了浴室洗了个澡,温暖一夜冰冷的心,然后出门上班。
每天在人仰马翻的片场里打斗,也阻止不了心口那道创伤,要痊愈,就要面对!
苏影请了一个星期的假期,提前一天抵达了B城,五年没有回来的B城改变了太多,每转过一个街港,熟悉的感觉转变成陌生。
有条经常漫步的小港,改成了大路,两边还栽满了法国梧桐,望着那里,那抹身影变得模糊不清,正如,她抓不紧那颗心,所以从指缝里溜走。
“小姐,到了。”
司机的声音打断了苏影的冥想,付了车费,下了车,苏影望着社区前那扇紧闭的大门,风,吹乱了她一把及腰的长发,也吹乱了她那涟漪的心湖……
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